I don't know why I have nothing to write, I have a lot things to say, just doesn't feeling to say it anymore! letting it go!?! I Suppose!

Stand up!

Realize my blog is more to like emotional thingy! Cause I will only write it when I feel emo!
This fucker, is really a jerk! I should take a short time getting rid of him right?
I don't fucking feel like knowing anything about him!
Not like the last time, wish to just ring him or any!
Hatred! From love to hatred! Isn't hard to figure out what guy is thinking? Or just only this stupid one?
Fuck him with his new gf! IF he is a good man, he will have a great life then! Wish that He could have it!
I getting emo cause of him, I don't know what the fuck is he thinking!
Leaving him is the best choice that I've ever made!
Come on nicole! You just need to get through this thing!
Everything will be great! No one can help you, except yourself!

GROW IN THE DARK!!!

Growing in the dark?
You will only have the chance to look at it during XXX concert? XXX new years?
LOL! This....I made it!
Is from the chemistry laboratory..just for the sick of doing experiment, because it is asked to be done!
Chemistry! Chemistry of love, will it be that shinning? No idea, no faith!
I ain't gonna talk about love anymore! Listen first?zzz.....

Hey cutie....

Hey cutie....you really look cute. I wonder how you really look like.....the real you. OMG, since when I become like that? wow!

Don't ever think that you could change someone!

Don't over estimate yourself that you have the ability to change someone!
They are meant to be in their ways of living, therefore? UNCHANGEABLE!
Maybe I am too immature, as in, I thought what ever you promised, you will keep it.
But now seems like, you will be the last person in this world that I could ever trust !
This is the consequences of love? When you don't love, you will start to hate!?
I don't hate you, I am just disappointed. I guess, disappointment is worst than hatred?
I don't even feel like talking to you anymore, I don't even feel like seeing you hugging you nor kissing you.
Everyone has their limits, I guess I have already exceed mine.
Those hurting feelings were really bad, without you I don't feel down and upset.
With you I feel cheated and I am treated as a slave.
NICOLE! keep this in minD,
You suffer from leaving him now is better than you suffer if you marry him!
Life will get better without him, the sky is still bright and the sun will be always shining! I feel good!
MOVE ALONG!

With or without you, isn't the same?

I don't feel you anymore,

I don't see you anymore,

I don't love you anymore?

I don't feel that we are in relationship.

My problem?

This my brain, you can't do anything?

You don't see anything, cause you don't think there is anything?

I prefer single now, I don't want a boy friend now.

I wish I can just turn to you and say, good bye!

I hope I can just ignore you for my life,

I can't be your lovely gf anymore,

I can't be the right one for you anymore....

No more!!!!

Forgive me that I can't click with you!

Seriously can't tell you all about what I'm thinking! 

The more you ask, the more I feel hard to let things out!

I don't know why the relationship will become this way,

people can talk with their parents like friends, 

I don't!

People can tell them everything,

I won't!

WTF with I'm fatt lan za?

Ya!

Too bad that I throw the temper on you all.

Cause I don't know how to talk, 

I hate telling and explaining

I am tired of ensure-ing you all,

What am I doing,

Where am I!

Investigating me?

Damn you!!!!ShOooooOoo away!