Different stage!

When you are 12,you say:"shall I go with this guy?Haiya,just fooling around.I guess is okay."
When you are 14,you say:"Everyone has a boyfriend,I might have one."
When you are 16,you say:"I finally found my true love,I want to be with him for the rest of my life."
When you are 18,you say:"Why everyone is changing but not me?I am still sticking to the old me,the old town,and the old life!"
When you are 20,you say:"I need an exposure!"

With a so call "What a future!"You don't know your plan,don't know where you will settle down yourself.You wish you could be an ordinary person,or you wish to have an exposure life???Staying oversea?Away from your motherland?You love it?Or maybe you don't?

I wish I am an ordinary person when I have great memories to keep in this place.But now I wish I am not an ordinary person when something bad happens here.This is human,philosophy.
Definition of ordinary---What says you?