InsecurenesS!

What is the problem with you NICOLE SUN HIEW DIN?

I don't feel any secureness when I'm with you? You just don't make me feel like you love me, you are craving for me, you are not are you? Losing faith in believing! I don't wanna get hurt, so I will start to protect before there is any chance that would make me feel sad! That is true, if we don't meet after feel days, I will start thinking, you will never miss me. Are you right now? But you don't show it! If you are!

For what ever you think, think the opposite! I read this book. Does it apply to everything? But when I read it, it might sometimes correct! So should I just think the opposite right now? But sometimes, when things hurt, the causes that make you feel hurt, is because you are thinking things out of your expectation. You think that he won't do it, he will. You think that is not the way. but it is exactly the way. So, where do people suppose to find their balancing point? In other word, can't people just think the opposite of their opposite, so that their wishes may come true?

These are so sophisticated, complicated! What I need right now? Study! To win myself! COME ON!Another 3 weeks to go! If you would have achieve 3.3 cgpa, that is impposible! So? MAINTAIN it! It is now hard, not tough!Is not hardworking enough!

NICOLE SUN SIEW DIN! ANOTHER 3 MORE WEEKS FOR YOU TO ACHIEVE WHAT YOU WANT TO BE! SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!START NOW!

DuCuM cHaN Lai HeOnG 21th biRdaY!

Ho Ho Ho, although is a little out date, but we did celebrate with you on time don't we? O.d.m watch! Your present! Hope you really like it~~~
How many birthday we can celebrate together buddies? after yours, abby, me and irene! then i fly.... I realy don't wish to see that happened!
see the sam pattness we got!outing shooting is really nice, to keep our memories. it will always stay fresh in our heart!right gurls?Im waiting for your pic to upload la.....sigh!stay tune!

Thanks alan(L)nala!

Looking at the nick you put in the MSN, suddenly it came to my mind that you have another gf. but, when i think twice over it, is the name flip in another direction. I'm not sure if you really have a new gf, is nothing to do with me also.
Lim Chee hou, these few days you treat me exactly like a different person, am I over sensitive? You know those feeling, when you are expecting him to call you, but he didn't, finding something like excuse to excuse, or maybe it is not an excuse and it is real. But I don't know how to differentiate it. Somehow it makes me feel insecure. And now, I want to thanks to nala, for leaving me, guess I am the one who cannot stay in a long distance relationship. Those guessing game, I don't like to play anymore. I have no faith, no secureness. I will start think nonsense. Is that my character?ya, that is my so not good behavior! I thought I asked you to call me last night, but you didn't. That make me feel fishy. Some stories behind? aHhhh, but when I msg you telling you what am I thinking, you say I simply think. Dur!!!What happened to me? I am not sure!