It just doesn't seems right!

Do people feel sad when they are taking picture with a smilling face? Do people mean things they said? Do people keep their promises when they force to make it? Do they really love their ex when they holding in arms is with someone else? Do they ask you to keep your promise before they keep theirs? I don't know what kind of feeling when I am talking to you, I mean email-ing. It seems so right? So logic? So I can take it? So understanding I am? I was like missing the feeling of having you? Or missing the feeling of your appearance? I don't know if I am actually taking hard to let you go because of memories, or because of I still love you? Can people being so cool when seeing the one they love holding another one? I don't know why I seems like, I am not jealous, and I still hoping to get you back. But once I have let you go, I will not turn back, because you are a sucks guy to my family.Even you will be a sucks jerk when you are with me....What is the purpose? And i don't know why am I telling you that I will still keep my promise, i hope things change as in you will be a better one. And i don't know if I can take you as who you were after years, that is true....You love me, yet you wanna hurt me in this way~Show me you love me by not touching any girls, then I think I will keep you as my darling forever~I gave up!