Demanding-love is blind!

I have this feeling, you started to be so demanding, and I'm starting to lose myself. I will do what you ask me to. For the sake of, don't fight anymore! Isn't that losing myself? I don't mind when you ask me stop talking to those guys who has the intention towards me last time, chee hou, jhunnie. malcolm la. what so ever! But aren't you trying too hard to ask for things? Not even a hie, that is ridiculous. I didn't fight it back, cause I am used to it! 

I don't mind when you are telling me these things. You are asking something from me, but, this is too demanding. I just worry about the future, I can't balance myself anymore. Sometimes I should have stand still for what I want. My right! Like you did. To protect yourself. You said you trust me, but not those people, this is silly you know? I can tell you, you don't trust me at all. If you do, you will never worry about these. 

You say you weren't mad. But the way you talk, I can sense that, one more word I say wrongly, you will burst! that is the mad! 

Love is blind? I can really listen to you like this? I am doubt! PLease tell me, you do listen to me?! I hope whatever I say, you will listen! 

Feeling to say!

Current condition: Sick Head! ArHh.... I hate flu ~~

Suppose to post a lot of new stuff here, but after few days, I have no idea what I want to say right now!

2nd MAY: Handicap people: Will you lend your hand when you see a handicap uncle, or what so ever, lying down by the road side, and asking for donation? What is your point of view over this issue? I don't know why I feel like talking about this thing. The other day, when I was on my way to KL sentral monorial station, I passed by a corridor, and I saw a handicap uncle, lying down at the road side, asking for money. Looking at him, I feel sorry. He has no leg, by right, he should be at some center which help these people, instead of asking for help in these places. Suppose, I should just pay him some money. But I didn't. A few ladies in front passed by this guy, and turn back with the hands in the bag, pulling out one bucks to put into his "cup". But I did nothing! Should I feel ashamed? I don't know what to help, since I'm not a wealthy person, I need financial support too... Who help me? help myself! Work! In school? I want it! trying!

3rd MAY: Well, nothing special. Pendek and WK, you and me, we went to MV to watch Iron man. 

4th MAY: This is the day that you said you don't want to come out, manatau, we went to this Air Terjun chemang, whatever! 

Told you I can't swim but you said just go lepak, and I don't really know where are we going.... Somehow, is some adventure thingy. At least we did something when we were in KL. Some memories to keep? LOL!