Why I keep proving to everyone that I am ok?

Unpredictable!

One day one post?Nah,it won't happen that rapidly after some times.Maybe now I am so emo huh?!?Just too much thing I kept inside should be hide it up!Where by another word of forgetting it.


I feeling ain't right about something,but I can't describe about it.Just weird,I hope dcm can tell me what am I thinking.She is always there telling me."Re-group" my thought before it comes "messy".Dreamt about a lot nonsense dream.I want to get rid of it.


Do you ever getting fed up on messaging people,but he/she didn't reply you?Is like you are trying to ask back the things belong to you,but he/she didn't respond on you.The big problem is,I don't even feeling to talk to this person,in my life.I swear~~I guess is this the first time I feel this way?If yes,that will be good.A sign of changing.Now is like a time i keep persuade myself,don't care about those "tipsy tipsy"things.Forget about it.I am doing it,just take it like,I lost it.Even the friend of mine,just asking a little help from her also so hard.She is no longer my friend.Won't place her in between anymore!


But I have another feeling of relief!!!That I did felt it last time,a i threw it away..But now coming back to me.I am glad!Thanks!To everyone,to kev,You being such a good friend for me to lay on.3Q-bb!!Haha!


Learn from mistake?!!??I thought of this Question,some one did asked me before.

Learned that I trust people so easily.Careen scolded me for that,sometimes can describe as so "naive".

Maybe I think not much.I don't try to judge everyone as a bad guy in the first place.I thought everyone is like this.Not good in protecting myself.I rather get hurt than I hurting people.For those I care.Sounds silly?