InsecurenesS!

What is the problem with you NICOLE SUN HIEW DIN?

I don't feel any secureness when I'm with you? You just don't make me feel like you love me, you are craving for me, you are not are you? Losing faith in believing! I don't wanna get hurt, so I will start to protect before there is any chance that would make me feel sad! That is true, if we don't meet after feel days, I will start thinking, you will never miss me. Are you right now? But you don't show it! If you are!

For what ever you think, think the opposite! I read this book. Does it apply to everything? But when I read it, it might sometimes correct! So should I just think the opposite right now? But sometimes, when things hurt, the causes that make you feel hurt, is because you are thinking things out of your expectation. You think that he won't do it, he will. You think that is not the way. but it is exactly the way. So, where do people suppose to find their balancing point? In other word, can't people just think the opposite of their opposite, so that their wishes may come true?

These are so sophisticated, complicated! What I need right now? Study! To win myself! COME ON!Another 3 weeks to go! If you would have achieve 3.3 cgpa, that is impposible! So? MAINTAIN it! It is now hard, not tough!Is not hardworking enough!

NICOLE SUN SIEW DIN! ANOTHER 3 MORE WEEKS FOR YOU TO ACHIEVE WHAT YOU WANT TO BE! SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!START NOW!