The weird ME!

Getting fed up with this bastard!The more he act as a jerk, the more I think he is such a gentleman!I will start thinking why the hell on earth I treated him so good.And he can't do me a little favour!?!But now he is nothing at all!Fucker I can use to describe him.He is worthless for anyone to appreciate him!
Sometimes quite, sometimes crazy, sometimes seems like thinking, sometimes seems like angry!!!Why am I acting so weird? Seems like I don't get along with them huh?
Come on, I wanna be good!I will, I just hate my csc class!Beh tahan with some weirdo!They are more weird than me, why on earth I am mixing with these people?Dur!!!
More people are coming after me, of course not after me for relationship, but, as counsellor!Sigh!I hate these!I hate listening to people's love stories, people's problem.I will start thinking, no more love can be trusted!No more love is worth for people to love anymore!No more long lasting relationship!It won't be mine some how!!!I don't want it to happen again!No faith!all please go away!