wow....i guess i will spend a long time writing this blog.Hopefully i can mark down everything. everything that happended between we both in the past few months, then i will stop writing things about us anymore!Moving forward!I got to....
I keep thinking things about us, i don't know what is the reason I keep looking back.hate myself, even though in singapore, my mind just can't stop thinking things we had. Careen told me about her long distance relationship with her boy from kl, I don't give any support for her relationship, keep looking bad on her. I guess is a phobia, is a kinda phobia.Which things that do not work for me, I will take that as things that do not work for everyone.
our first day back together, 13th oct 2006.Is been a year losing contact with you, i can't imagine that we will have that chance. I remember you were still working in that what company d?erm...syn!ya!and u were determine kau kau!remember we took a pic in the car, haha...i still keeping it!following you to penang, i was rebellious.just go places i wanna go without informing anyone.is that good?haK!!!
i remember you tell me to study smart not hard before my exam, you draw it on my back.draw a sunflowers, draw "inna" on my hand.which you did it to hui yen as well...hehe!I knew i after my final paper, i straight to pg to find u, shareen fetch me to your place, you were not at home, left me a letter, telling me sweet things....telling me to wait u come back on that night, just to make conversation about our future. How to face my family....
You bought me to a sea side....konon sea side!sneak into the hotel beach side, carrying me to water and wanna dump me in....haK!!!Good!I miss it miss u very much.I was there in pg for few days....don't wish to come back also...haha!
Miss those moment you bring me to sega minum wine, i was drunk...how dare you!treat me in that way, not carrying but pull me on the road....fucker!haha!spash water on my face, ice water....draw my face with my eyeliner!i will remember that!pull me to bathroom and throw me there....asked shareen to spash water together....damn it!I wanna revenge!we still f*** that night....wah lau!i remember you asked me, whether if i still want it when i am drunk.....*laughing*
Hmm.....is january 2007.well, i was working at snk sunway.I remember you came here and visit me, haha.That was really a big shock when i saw a familiar face sitting right infront of my shop, eating baskin robins.....Ouch!Sweet*when you told me u were still on your way, yet u were there looking at me for a while d.N i didn't realise!I was really happy when u make your move to kl and find me.I accompanying you to your syn talk that night, and we cant go home cause it was late, we rent a room in the hotel....the first and the last time in the hotel.
I remember the CNY, that was the most "not CNY" in my life.I don't spend time with family,but with your family....That was damn weird!Staying with you the whole holiday before i back to work. went and visit your relatives instead of mine. We went batu kurau.*spell right*?seeing your uncle....
That was the time i kept asking you, if i fight with my family just to go with u, will you stand by me? if they refuse to give me money, how how how?you told me u will sponser me for ur LB job....you told me you won't like me to depend on you, that is why you want me to stand on my own feet and earn for myself!I don't know what makes me so brave to go against them, and i went to pg and stay with you once i quit the job.
Damn nice staying in pg with you, that was the most wonderful time we had....Although we fought a lot. But we were happy weren't we? I miss it real much....Really really a lot now. We always go to cari makan.I wait you after class....looking at you when you were sleeping, waiting you to wake up to eat.now i rememeber, we once fought cause i waited you till i got gastric....got ppl merajuk, another one keep pujuk-ing....that was what happended to us.....makan-ing at pasar, "chu char", gurney la....sigh!always those places!
remember those big fight we always had....the "greatest" is the one in jati....shoutin at me infront of sun tar and a heng!i thought you will just slap me.then i went to clubbing, just to get over you!can't talk to you whenever we fight, you will always be the stone head, you won't listen, or you won't accept apology....I tried hard to make everything in peace, whenever we fought, i will always trying to settle things by saying sorry. and these will be the moment you asked, how truthfull your sorry is?i will got pissed of, don't know how to make you believe me....Yet, when you are the one suppose to say sorry, i don't make much noise, as long as you know you are wrong, i will try to accept the apology. sometimes you made me struggle a lot. cause i don't know how to settle fights with you!
you told me, you don't know why you will accept me, forgive me when i went clubbing, i went to drink, i was drunk!You spash water on me....then that night you hug me to sleep.....*tears drop*.you showed me how much you love me, you willling to forgive...i know i am rebellious, i am always the one saying break up!and ask you back.you gave me a lot chances, yet....this is the ending of our relationship.15th aug2007.not even a year....we can't hold it on!I don't think we can make it in the future.i appreciate you .... a lot!too much to write!I will cont....
To be continue.....
I keep thinking things about us, i don't know what is the reason I keep looking back.hate myself, even though in singapore, my mind just can't stop thinking things we had. Careen told me about her long distance relationship with her boy from kl, I don't give any support for her relationship, keep looking bad on her. I guess is a phobia, is a kinda phobia.Which things that do not work for me, I will take that as things that do not work for everyone.
our first day back together, 13th oct 2006.Is been a year losing contact with you, i can't imagine that we will have that chance. I remember you were still working in that what company d?erm...syn!ya!and u were determine kau kau!remember we took a pic in the car, haha...i still keeping it!following you to penang, i was rebellious.just go places i wanna go without informing anyone.is that good?haK!!!
i remember you tell me to study smart not hard before my exam, you draw it on my back.draw a sunflowers, draw "inna" on my hand.which you did it to hui yen as well...hehe!I knew i after my final paper, i straight to pg to find u, shareen fetch me to your place, you were not at home, left me a letter, telling me sweet things....telling me to wait u come back on that night, just to make conversation about our future. How to face my family....
You bought me to a sea side....konon sea side!sneak into the hotel beach side, carrying me to water and wanna dump me in....haK!!!Good!I miss it miss u very much.I was there in pg for few days....don't wish to come back also...haha!
Miss those moment you bring me to sega minum wine, i was drunk...how dare you!treat me in that way, not carrying but pull me on the road....fucker!haha!spash water on my face, ice water....draw my face with my eyeliner!i will remember that!pull me to bathroom and throw me there....asked shareen to spash water together....damn it!I wanna revenge!we still f*** that night....wah lau!i remember you asked me, whether if i still want it when i am drunk.....*laughing*
Hmm.....is january 2007.well, i was working at snk sunway.I remember you came here and visit me, haha.That was really a big shock when i saw a familiar face sitting right infront of my shop, eating baskin robins.....Ouch!Sweet*when you told me u were still on your way, yet u were there looking at me for a while d.N i didn't realise!I was really happy when u make your move to kl and find me.I accompanying you to your syn talk that night, and we cant go home cause it was late, we rent a room in the hotel....the first and the last time in the hotel.
I remember the CNY, that was the most "not CNY" in my life.I don't spend time with family,but with your family....That was damn weird!Staying with you the whole holiday before i back to work. went and visit your relatives instead of mine. We went batu kurau.*spell right*?seeing your uncle....
That was the time i kept asking you, if i fight with my family just to go with u, will you stand by me? if they refuse to give me money, how how how?you told me u will sponser me for ur LB job....you told me you won't like me to depend on you, that is why you want me to stand on my own feet and earn for myself!I don't know what makes me so brave to go against them, and i went to pg and stay with you once i quit the job.
Damn nice staying in pg with you, that was the most wonderful time we had....Although we fought a lot. But we were happy weren't we? I miss it real much....Really really a lot now. We always go to cari makan.I wait you after class....looking at you when you were sleeping, waiting you to wake up to eat.now i rememeber, we once fought cause i waited you till i got gastric....got ppl merajuk, another one keep pujuk-ing....that was what happended to us.....makan-ing at pasar, "chu char", gurney la....sigh!always those places!
remember those big fight we always had....the "greatest" is the one in jati....shoutin at me infront of sun tar and a heng!i thought you will just slap me.then i went to clubbing, just to get over you!can't talk to you whenever we fight, you will always be the stone head, you won't listen, or you won't accept apology....I tried hard to make everything in peace, whenever we fought, i will always trying to settle things by saying sorry. and these will be the moment you asked, how truthfull your sorry is?i will got pissed of, don't know how to make you believe me....Yet, when you are the one suppose to say sorry, i don't make much noise, as long as you know you are wrong, i will try to accept the apology. sometimes you made me struggle a lot. cause i don't know how to settle fights with you!
you told me, you don't know why you will accept me, forgive me when i went clubbing, i went to drink, i was drunk!You spash water on me....then that night you hug me to sleep.....*tears drop*.you showed me how much you love me, you willling to forgive...i know i am rebellious, i am always the one saying break up!and ask you back.you gave me a lot chances, yet....this is the ending of our relationship.15th aug2007.not even a year....we can't hold it on!I don't think we can make it in the future.i appreciate you .... a lot!too much to write!I will cont....
To be continue.....
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