Silly motion!

You know what?I always expecting to see you in msn, everytime I on my msn, your nick will be the first for me to check, whether are you online-ing or not.Check your display message how have you been....Guess a little to silly to do all these. But the probelm is, I don't expect to be with you anymore, guess if got second chance, I will choose not to love you, i hope i did not even start to love you in my life.I don't know why I wanna talk to you so badly, yet we both have nothing much to say.I scare if i push too hard, nothing good will happen, guess the bad ones will come. Feeling so hard to act this way, act as if i don't care, but still acting normal to talk to you. I am getting over you, i did didnt i?i have already!I trust myself for that!the problem is, the more i talk to you, the more i feel that you are so cool, too cool....as what you were last time, last time i have faith in you so i trust you,now i am not.no more!
Silly motions!I ain't gonna do it again!