WHERE AM I?

Damn shit, i don't feel any love when i am with you, is just as a companiment. Why i still continue it? Dur, lost lost lost! where the hell am I?I don't what i wanna do now. I wanna do my cal, but all Question do halfway lost! I wanna study chemistry but no text book, I wanna read philo but no mood. ONE WORD. I have no mood to do all these! What am I thinking about? I need some one to talk to, but no one here to talk to,even though you, I don't know what to talk to although I have plenty in my mind! OH GOSH!!!!You don't make me feel secure! Seriously none! Should I just tell you? AIKS!!!!