CowarD!

You idiot coward!Why you wanna tell me you still miss me?Come on, the main reason that makes you feel like telling me, is because you are alone right now, things happened around you, and you can't find anyone to talk to. Your friends?Not close enough. Do you think you really miss me? scare to see me?your empty soul?Hell not, how much i wish i can talk to you, to see you, to msg you. But end up, i don't know what I can say!Why you wanna come back to me? why why are you telling me these? You just make me stuck again. I thought i have already recover, why why why!!!!I seriously hate you, you really make me feel bad!damn bad!Fucking bad!i really hate this, both of us, the relationship!i'm seriously speechless to you. how much i hope i can still hold you tight, but this is all dream! coward! you dare not to tell me shut up and fuck off, i wish u do that to me. make me hate you, please!say u don't wanna be friend with me!
Do you ever think that, if you die tomorrow? what is the thing that you regretted the most? regret telling me things u said past few nights? i really wish that i can share things around you, your tense maybe, your problems. you just don't even give me the chance.now, slaughter me straight, hate me till the max! don't make me miss you anymore! i beg you, do whatever u can to make me hate u!