Guilt~~

OK!I don't really feel good when you don't wanna talk to me like we used to be. But we've got to do this, to avoid meeting each other that often. I know it is hard for you to let me go, if we still meeting each other, things wil be worst. And, I'm kinda shock when you kissed me, I don't expect you will still do that. I'm just sorry, don't make me feel guilty, you know I don't like to feel sorry to people. I will rather ask you to hurt me instead you are being hurt. Somehow, I can really take you as a very good friend. Like yee huang and me, guess this is the reason: "I don't really love , fall to you", and I can easily let you go. Totally thinking of Alan, I don't think is good for we both to meet up, I am not sure I will be ok to meet you up. Which I know I will fall back to you. Just can't get rid of this feeling. I need to stay focus on my study, come on! Wasted too much money, got to pay back already! Is time to work it out!KampateH!