Confussion!

Oh darling, I don't know what had happended to you. Alan! Since when you become so fragile? Started to send me msg in such a way, no solution still. I thought u are a very determine person, when you know what to do, you know what is right to do for you, you will never struggle again! Why you started to become like that? I guess i shouldn't find you right? shouldn't keep contact with you. I know if someday you found out that I was once with FHM, guess you will be crazy! And i seriously don't know what happend to me, I don't know why i was with this guy before! Mistake Mistake! Oh gosh! I am so regret!
I know I'm now such a bitch started to mess up with love life! I really starting to blame you, because you broke up with me, if not, i will still love you till the max! this is a way to make me feel comfort? Dur.....I really wish that i can still love you, but i don't want this thing repeat over over and over again! Am i moving forward? Who the hell will know? Even myself also don't know! What do you think you know?
Are you getting jealous over kopi? do you think that he always report your stuff to me? He did nothing! don't worry k? And i seriously don't know how are you going on, can you please let me know? just tell me how's your recent life! do you think you will reply me? lol! no idea!
Lim chee hou, why my blog need to write specific name when talking about guySsss? is like at the same period, these ppl still turning around !OMG!I don't like going out with you, with your other friends along, i mean, we both pak tor, why must two couples together pak tor?sien nia!!!!And, I'm quite care that if i'm out with your friend, they are so young, i'm so mature! haK! Age ain't problem! Right Right Right? but i don't want ppl to look at me like one kind! very embarrassing!I do mind how ppl think of me!
I want a lomo camera! sob sob!