Finally, exam finished. I thought I will have a great time, with you. Seriously, after reading the email you sent, you gave me hope, but yesterday you told me, you are still confuse over yourself. My mood totally gone, the feeling of pain, those heartache, undescribeable! I don't know what I can talk to you. But last night, we talked alot.
I hate you, you told me you have learned to love some one, learned to do things for the girl. Do you really think you are? I'm not trying to say, I know how to love, frankly, not everyone knows how to love a person. Loving a person, you will never take her for granted. You will willing to satisfy her, don't let her feel down, or unhappy. Do you? You are taking good care for yourself, just only your own self. Do you know that your pride, exceed the limit for you on saying I love you? You don't mean it, although you think you are, you are not! speech less, dilemma, i don't know what to describe my feeling. Words in my head, but i can't express it out. Should let go? Can hold you back?
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